I always insist on purple flowers each Spring on my front stoop . . . I refuse to purchase any other color. I adore these little lovelies.
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Each day I drive past this section of a forest preserve on my way to and from anywhere. Each Spring this patch of field is covered in these lovely purple weeds I imagine. I have wanted to take photos there for the past couple of years, but there is no where to park. Yesterday I felt adventurous and decided I would take the girls there for a 'photo shoot'. I drove to the nearest street near this area and parked my SUV and we walked the rest of the way. The girls thought this a great adventure as we had to walk across the highway, so exciting for little ones. I was so happy to be traipsing through the weeds to capture some amazing "PRETTY photos of my girls.
I have always felt a bit odd on Mother's Day . . . odd and lost a bit. I don't recall spending wonderful flower-filled Sundays with grandmothers or mothers as a child. Which seems odd to me now as an adult.
Mother's Day was originally initiated as a way to show our mothers how much we as their children value their devotion and sacrifice, and how we appreciate the truth, purity and broad charity of a mother's love.As I child I never had any of those feelings towards my own mother. I never had my own mother's devotion and she certainly never sacrificed anything for me. Yes, I have a mother, but I don't have a mother. Which is an awkward position to be in at times. Attempting to explain to a stranger why one is estranged from their own mother is, well, annoying to me at times. I later learned to say, my parents are no longer in my life. This stops all looks and judgement (sometimes).
I never had trouble relating to my friends who had wonderful mothers. In fact, I devoured their interactions. What I did do was watch closely how these mothers treated their daughters and sons. I watched women that I admired over the years and took a bit of everyone of them. A piece, a memory, an endearing moment, a smile, a peal of laughter . . . these small moments that I tucked away to later use when I finally became a parent myself. I had to steal other's moments because I didn't have any of my own.
When I finally had a baby of my own, I insisted that this special day, Mother's Day, was my own to celebrate in the manner that I choose. I choose to be with my husband and my son and that was it. My first Mother's Day was perhaps the first Mother's Day that I really got it. If I need a mother's day idea, I look into my heart, thinking of my feelings on that first Mother's Day, my first year as a mother.
Over the years, I had a couple more children and my heart swelled to an even larger size, filling up with an abundnace of love. Last year was the most pleasant of Mother's Day for me . . . just quite simply a lovely day spent with my children and my husband.
This year I got the same (only a few tantrums in the mix) . . . I am thrilled to be part of a day that recognizes mothers and their many contributions. But in reality, mothers are something to be celebrated every day. I don’t need one day in 365 to be shown love and appreciation . . . I get that everyday!
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